Divine Haunting

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The ghosts of the past always haunted her… Some by day, some by night… but only when She closed her eyes and opened her heart. Could never put a face to them. Yet.. there was this distinct feeling of waiting to crash into them… of bursting into a million pieces that no one could separate ever again. It felt like when it came, no one would be able to tell them apart. It always felt like two powerful magnets, opposite poles tied firmly apart, just waiting to merge. To fall into each other. To become the whole that they were taken apart from.

She could feel the inevitability growing from the day she turned 30. It was just waiting to happen. All she needed to do was to allow it. There was fear… there was anticipation… there was a pining. Finally there was a sign and she surrendered. It happened! The very first moment and there was a pull… strong enough to crush her into it.

The magnets may have had the tension all along, now they became aware of it all over again. No one dared walked between them. They were to be left alone. They were to reacquaint… to grasp the magnanimity of the tension. They did. They moved a tad closer, almost brushing. Yet the strings had not given way. They held on firmly, waiting for the right moment. It brought about a realization of timelessness and of eventualities. Parts of them had come alive. No point thinking, they just had to accept it. Sooner or later, the strings would snap.

A part of them did… after a while. A side of them crashed and fell into each other. Connecting like it was the only thing that mattered. Like they had finally found one other again… like they could finally breadth like ONE. But the impact was so strong… they crumbled. There were splinters of fear and pieces of doubt, parts of disbelief and yet, huge chunks of fulfillment. There may have been more, there was definitely more. The heap was difficult to sift thru and the other part of the string pulled hard. Although they tried, the grip was still firm. This string was made of plans and decisions of the future. It left no space for God’s plan to sink in.

Finally, they gave up. There were things to sort out and realizations to be allowed. She met her ghosts, they were all one. They had a face, a voice, a smell, a taste… and that feeling of ancientness. They had haunted her with her eyes shut, but now it haunts her all the time. It attacks everyone of her senses and demands her attention.



Divinity makes it impossible to hold back and all she can do is ecstatically obey.

In all Love and Bliss
Shiv Shakti ☺


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  1. confuseddocApril 12, 2011 at 11:55 AM

    ***** DEEP SIGH *****
    love every word n every emotion it brings in!!!! may the ghost be by side forever n haunt u with its presence!!!!
    happy bout ur realization!!! it was high time for it to happen and for You to Surrender!!!! love u loads!!! xoxo

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